I’ve never read On The Road, though I think I may have tried
once and couldn’t get through it. But as I started to search for the quote I
started to find other quotes from the book, and I was surprised to see all the
spiritual references in it. Even the quote that I originally looked up talks
about salvation, and that’s what started me thinking that God was talking to me
about something more than just a random quote that I read and wanted to find
out who the real author was. At one point I found a Wikiquotes page that
led me to another page on a website
called Shmoop, a test prep, cliff notes type of website for everything school
and college based for literature and other educational areas with teacher and
student prep and quizzes and other tools, http://www.shmoop.com/on-the-road/sal-paradise.html.
Under a section analyzing the main character Sal’s name, I read, “Salvatore
Paradise. Given that Kerouac was a Catholic, it’s hard to ignore the religious implications
of such a name. Paradise makes sense, right? Paradise = heaven, heaven = religion.
What’s so paradise-like about Sal? Not much, although he spends a good deal of
time seeking paradise.” In the next paragraph
I read, “Then there’s his first name: Salvatore. But if you were feeling artsy,
which we often do, you could say . . . Sal = Salvation. Then, you might look up
salvation and see that it says, ‘deliverance from sin and its consequences.’ It
continues with a mention of what that possible sin might be, but that wasn’t
the point of what the Lord wanted me to see. God will talk to us through
anything He can, and to discover that He was talking to me through Jack Kerouac
and On The Road helped me know that He’s been talking to other people that way
too.
And it also helped me know that He was talking to Jack
Kerouac the whole time He was talking through him. People very often think of a
book like On The Road as being somehow degenerate and morally lacking – let’s
face it, it’s full of talk of “loose living” to put it mildly. It was beautiful
and loving for God to speak to Jack Kerouac, a man who was seeking
Him whether or not he knew it. We all are seeking God – it is part of our
make-up as humans. I’ve heard it said that there is a hole in our souls that is
made in the shape of Jesus, and it’s true. We will seek and search until we
find the One who can fit that space, the one who can make us whole.
If God was speaking to Jack Kerouac, then He’s speaking to
you and to me too. He’s talking to everyone all the time, in ways that only we
can hear Him. He knows each of us and how to reach us, He knows what interests
us and how we think. He was talking to me through my own writing years before I
was born again, sometimes with scripture that I didn’t even know how I knew it.
It’s an amazing and wonderful thing to know that the Lord of all the universe
cares enough to talk to us, day by day, week by week, moment by moment, hour by
hour, and that He’ll keep talking until we finally start to really listen.
Jesus says many times, “Those who have ears to hear let them
listen!” I thank God that I’ve finally started to hear Him. A friend sent me a
quote yesterday that I read while I was reading about Jack Kerouac, my favorite passage of scripture from the time that I was born
again straight through until now, “For it is by grace you have been saved,
through faith – and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God – not by
works, so that no one can boast.” I thank God because without His grace, I
would not have been able to hear Him.Blessings,
Jannie Susan
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